I don’t know why I do this to myself.
I feel like I’m coming down with something. I’m totally drained, aching all over, sneezing, and I feel like I’m running a temperature. My thermometer doesn’t work, so I can’t say for sure, but my face feels… sunburned, even though it’s not. I’m thinking of calling in sick tomorrow, which I am entitled to do, but just the thought of it makes me feel guilty. Even when I’m convinced that it’ll be OK to take the day off, it’s because I’ve made a mental list of the things I can get done if I stay out of work. That’s just warped.
I have no problem telling other people that it’s good to take care of themselves and rest, and that they shouldn’t feel bad about it. I believe it when I say it to others. In fact, I know it’s true. So why don’t I take my own advice? Why don’t I just get the rest I know I need and deserve, and stop trying to fill in the time with “productive” things to do?
Hmmm… I think I have issues. I could very well be my own worst enemy.
PS – Mike, Honey, you know I love you with all my heart, and that I value your opinions and feedback, but please keep your wisecracks to yourself.
(Hope that made you laugh.) 😉